Thursday, January 16, 2003 | 06:33 p.m.

Tuesday, January 7, 2003 | 11:00 a.m.
Well, Emi came home for Christmas... It was fun. I was so happy to see her again. But it really sucked having to let her go again... But it's gonna suck again when she comes back in late April and I have to leave in early June... ::sniffle:: ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* My car is actually being pretty nice to me, I'm suprised. I'm gonna keep it, and fix it up real nice. I'm gonna paint it black, and do everything in red. I'm also hoping to work on a 1980 Ford Mustang (me and those Fords, huh?) I'm gonna paint that one black too, but do everything in blue and silver. I'm planning on making a living out of fixing up '80s cars that no one wants anymore.. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* That's probably it for a month or two, cause I'm weird like that...

Saturday, November 23, 2002 | 09:54 p.m.
Well, I figured that I'd have to say something to you guys before you thought I'd jumped off a bridge or something... My Emerlee is at Basic Training in South Carolina, and I'm stuck here waiting for her to come back for Christmas... Uh, nothing new is really happening now...

Monday, November 4, 2002 | 04:21 p.m.
I'm cryful... It's a sad, sad day... My parents took my beautiful blue Ford Focus ZX3 away from me... Actually, that was a little while ago. I went up to Hummel Park as always with my Emerlee and our buddy Shaya. Well, we were hiking and got lost, we spent all night in the woods (There is NOTHING OUT THERE FOLKS!) Well, when we found our way back to civilization, our car had been towed. ::sniffle:: Well, my parents decided to take the car away. Now, they've decided to give me a hoopty ride: a 1987 Plymouth Reliant... I'm gonna fix it up and race her, but still... She's rusted a lot and can't figure out what color she wants to be... Well, that's all for now folks!

Monday, September 9, 2002 | 05:51 p.m.
So when was the last time I wrote in this thing? No, I don't have a crack addiction... ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Well, there's this place up here called Hummel Park... If you're from Nebraska, or real close, then you might have heard about it... It's this forested park, and it's said to be haunted. People have died there, and supposedly the KKK killed a lot of people around there. Well, me and my Wiccan buddies (no, we don't sacrifice things and we don't worship the devil...) go up to Hummel all the time because it's away from people, and it's a forest. We haven't heard or seen most of the stuff that a lot of people have, but we have seen some stuff. Well, last night, we were gonna do our little "Wicca thing"... We were trying to park my car up a cliff (It CAN go up cliffs... it's a 2000 Ford Focus ZX3 with a race engine under the hood...) Well, as we're trying to park, this other car comes around the corner... Only it's not a car, it's a HEARSE!!!!!! Let's just say, we got the frell out of that place as fast as we could... ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* That's about it for this time around...

Tuesday, August 20, 2002 | 09:14 p.m.
I'm a freak, I know that... Well, I went on that trip, and it was the coolest thing ever... We went around camping in South Dakota and Nebraska and stuff. And we got to be a real married couple for a week... It was great. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* On to other things... Yeah, I know that the whole Rachel thing is kinda a dead issue, but I went through a bunch of stuff that I never went through before... Rachel posts on this Pagan web site/message board thing. Little did I know that she told like a bazillion people about the whole fiasco. (Side definition here: The Whole Fiasco- Rachel decides that she has this big crush on some guy. She goes and has sex with him. Suddenly, she doesn't like me anymore, and she's better than the rest of SilverFyre. SilverFyre splits, then falls entirely apart. Rachel claims victory and scampers around saying that all of us are psycho and that it's all our fault. Then Emerlee(now Willow) and I get married, and all's good.) So, she gets on this message board and tells people that Angelle and Akasha are all nutso and that she's the all-holy. Well, the people back Rachel (probably because she posts a lot more than any of us with lives.)and say that Rachel should get away from us, and that we're all immature and the webmaster of the site even goes so far as to ask Akasha to leave the site forever. Well, the good thing is that at one point one of the people says that Rachel is immature, but that's about the only good thing. I can't believe that so many people back Rachel. Rachel broke the vows of the handfasting by screwing some man-thing. But some how it's all my fault cause I did it for the wrong reasons and I'm immature? Umm, no. Rachel said that her heart wasn't in the handparting, and she even sounded forgiving in some of her posts. But then she's totally different in person. She told me that she's more prepared for the real world than I am. Here's a run down: She's 18, she dropped out of school, she's not getting a GED, she has no plans for the future, she has no job, she doesn't drive and she's always running away from home to be with her boy-toy who doesn't have a job, a car, or an education. Me: I'm 18, I graduated High School with a 3.85 GPA, I'm in college at CREIGHTON (Go me!), I have a job, I have a car that I pay for MYSELF and I'm moving out in Febuary to live with Willow. Rachel hasn't even set one paw in the real world in her entire screwed-up, sheltered life. She thinks that Mommy or her Jony-po will always be there for her. Well I've got news for all the kiddies who think that people will always be there for them: The REAL world blows the wax monkey. Forget all your fancy clothes and spiffy toys. College costs a ton, food costs a ton, keeping your car on the road costs a ton. The REAL world revolves around courage and tenacity. You have to FIGHT to live in the REAL world. You can't just sit back and be like: "Mommy save me!" I wish that I could go back to being a kid, but I'm psycho wolf girl, I'll claw my way to the top of the pile if need be. To quote my high school's ROTC: "Getting to the top on a pile of dead bodies..." ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Well, I'm gonna wrap this up to spare you guys... ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* "I look up, and the sky is falling... I hold out my hand, and it slips through my fingers..."

Monday, July 1, 2002 | 05:47 p.m.
Hello people! No, I'm not on any kind of drug, though it may seem that way from time to time... My Emerlee and I are going on a camping trip for 7 days in the Badlands and Black Hills... Yay! My woman and nature... What more could a freak like me ask for? Well, I could probably ask for South Dakota to stop burning down long enough for me to go there...

Tuesday, June 11, 2002 | 07:42 p.m.
::scamper, scamper scamper:: I got handfasted! YAY! Yes, Emily and I are now "married..." Yay! Now on to a more "rant" type thing... Why is it that guys think lesbians are the coolest thing ever? We're lesbian cause we don't want guys, so why do they keep offering? I hate walking down the street holding my girlfriend's hand and having guys whistle and go "Hey baby!" No thank you, I do NOT need a guy to "change me back." I'm a big, rampaging dyke, and I intend on staying that way. In case you haven't noticed, I MARRIED a CHICK. Kay? Now why can't we just be left alone. For Gaia's sake, we're human too. Just cause we're a little different doesn't mean that we're total abominations. I'm in love, so how can that be wrong? "The Bible says it's a sin." Actually, no it doesn't if you actually read it... AND, there were lesbians and gays in the Bible. Ruth was a lesbian, or at least bi... But I'm gonna shut up now...

Tuesday, May 14, 2002 | 05:42 p.m.
I have issues, yes I do! I have issues, how bout you?! Yeah, I do have issues... Look, once again I'm about to do a monthly entry... Go me! What's new in the world of me... Well, me and Rei are NEVER going to be back together. Yay! I'm with the "new chick" I mentioned before... She's my Emerlee, and we're getting Handfasted, probably in like two weeks! Go us! Ummm... what else? Yeah, NO MORE SCHOOL! My happy senior self is finally done with school! Well, high school, I kinda have to go to college next year... Well, graduation's on the 20th for me, and the 22nd for Emerlee... and we'll probably get handfasted on the 28th... Freakyness... Well, I'm gonna shut my big mouth now...

Monday, April 8, 2002 | 10:09 p.m.
I'm such a loser! :) I know people who write on these things like everyday, I'm lucky to do it once a month... Yeah, ummm, what's new? Me and my Baby Rei aren't together anymore... ::sniffle:: But there's this other chick I'm hanging out with... YAY! What else... The end of the world is coming, did you know that? Yeah, there's gonna be a huge planetary alignment at the end of this month, then there's a huge earthquake set to happen in 2019 and the churchy people say that the Battle of Armageddon is gonna be in 2020. Woo hoo! Yeah! I'm a freak, I know..

Thursday, March 14, 2002 | 07:29 p.m.
I have so much stuff I could say... Hmmmmmmm. Our ROTC battalion got back our Honor Unit with Distinction placing. We beat the Mop 'N Glow battalion again... Umm, Pagan type stuff: We have a Pagan club at out school, and we're working on a community teen club. And I'm rambligng cause I'm a doof... :)

Friday, February 1, 2002 | 09:11 p.m.
Ummm, yeah... I haven't put in a new entry for a looooong time. Stuff's changed since last time... Remember when I said Brad commited suicide? Yeah, well people came all the way up to North from Kansas to protest Brad's accomplishments. The came up on Dec. 7th, and went to North, Northwest and Forest Lawn Cemetary. And I was out there waving signs with the counterprotesters... And there's picas of me online somewhere... And I'm gonna make this short cause my Baby Rei's on the phone! :)

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Thursday, November 22, 2001 | 07:03 p.m.
Yeah, I haven't written anythin in like a week... Sucks huh? Well, the reason I haven't been writin' for a while is cause a friend of mine commited suicide Friday. I've been out of it for a few days, I went to the wake Tuesday and the funeral was yesterday, so forgive me. Soon me and my html fairy Kvenya will change this to a memorial page thing for a while. Well, that's all until I change this... Love 'n Light.

Friday, November 16, 2001 | 05:47 p.m.
Hola, I am the somewhat Spanish speaking phoenix! Look, I got this spiffy thing that I can play with! Yay! Yeah, I'm a freak, I know, if you have a problem, you know my email addy...What's Aeryn gonna talk about today? Aeryn's gonna talk about somethin that's been buggin her for sometime now. And if you wanna get back to me on it, you know my screen name. Here goes. (Yeah, this is a religious thing, sue me. Or not, I'm poor.) All Christians believe in Jesus and all his teachings and stuff. Right? Why? If you're all up on following Jesus, aren't you Jewish? Jesus was Jewish, and he said himself that he was the king of the Jews. So why on earth is there two seperate religions? Can you people not deal with ONE religion? And what's up with the Holocaust? "We're Christians, let's kill some Jews cause they killed Christ." Hold up, why the frell would they kill their king? And why the frell are you goin after people who by all rights you should be sharing a religion with? I'm truly confuzled, and I'd like ya'll to get back to me on this.

Thursday, November 15, 2001 | 10:31 p.m.
Hello, world!